July From out of the pinstripes into the white lights I was the one true friend And you were my saviour perfect behavior Money i'd never spend Winter's delivering summer's forgiving Storms in our washed out hearts Guessed every second corrected and reckoned On the words: 'not to part' C: when i got better i wrote you a letter but i didn't send it anywhere It floats on a dashboard looks on a churchyard's children's promises to share The words aren't free so don't you believe them, something had to be declared And i have to face july with two holes in my heart And i have to face this life with two hearts I could deceive you, or i could receive you Warmly in my estate Smile so politely, correspond nightly, Talk about what we ate Then in the winter, everything splinters, We will forget our names, Sleep in our ashes, hide from the lightening Flashes and the cold rain C: when i got better i wrote you a letter but i didn't send it anywhere It floats on a dashboard looks on a churchyard's children's promises to share The words aren't free so don't you believe them, something had to be declared And i have to face july with two holes in my heart And i have to face this life with two hearts