Hostile surroundings Nourish-less soil Taking it's toll on my pride Bittersweet feeling Devouring beast Eating it's way from the inside ♪ Poisoning whatever's on my mind Denying me to prosper Closing in on all that lies behind No use to fight this way I try to sleep, but nothing gets me by Repulsive thorn inside me forcing me to lie Regret the future Regret the future today ♪ Thoughts are inutile Ready to strike Building on hopeless betrayal Bipolar issues Sneaking my way Knowing that I will fail ♪ Ripping me up with it's venomous fang Prospering on my despair Sharing it's secrets of pain yet to come And no one but me can hear ♪ Parasite of my desire to live Controlling when I suffocate Leaching on beauty Nothing to give Converting it into pure hate ♪ Poisoning whatever's on my mind Denying me to prosper Closing in on all that lies behind No use to fight this way I try to sleep, but nothing gets me by Repulsive thorn inside me forcing me to lie Regret the future Regret the future today