I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss
And the darkness would surround me
What could I've been? What should've been?
Pain
And with the state of affairs and the way that I was
I took a pistol from the closet
I loaded a round, opened my mouth
Closed my eyes, said goodbye
And 'click'
I would find
Another way
Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell
And the guilt was overwhelming
Oh how could I do something to you
Like that which had been done to me?
I'm guessing either I'm dead or I'm lucky instead
And the shame of this will haunt me
These strange voices start to make noises
Out of something void
Then I made my choice to
Find
Another way
Yes, I would
Find
Another way, yeah
'Cause I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but...
"Well, Well"
Yeah, I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but...
"Well, Well, Well"
Because the weight of the world was amusing to some
We would sign a record contract
And then you heard of me
Said kind words to me
And brought supplies when I was sick
Now I'm dirty, in doubt and I'm empty as hell
I knew better from the onset
Of a party in a limousine
With faces from a magazine
A stripper's sitting next to me
Just begging me to let her go and
Find
Another way
Won't you find
Another way, yeah
'Cause I can never eat
And I can never sleep
And I can never think of anything but...
"Well, Well"
Yeah, I can never eat
And I can barely breathe
And I can barely speak of anything but...
"Well, Well, Well"
Because no one
Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever should
Yeah, no one
Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Ever would
No one
Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever would
Yeah, no one
Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Ever would