So here you are You've been chasing after dreams You know you're not far Cause it never really seemed Like you cared anyway what They think about you Highs n Lows come and go and The world surrounds you Negativity bleeds out of me It's hard to Breathe and my chest hurts (Chest hurts) Don't wanna get out of bed Writing these songs like clock work You know that I can't just stop now A lot of hard work But I can't slow down Another moment in time (time) When I'm feeling great (great) Days later I'm feeling grey Hurting inside Wondering why I'm faced with Dark in my eyes All of the lies I hate this Highs and the lows Happen the most Then you Feel so cold and worthless You know this like So here you are You're still chasing your dreams You know you're not far Cause it never really seemed Like you cared anyway what They think about you Highs n Lows come and go And the world surrounds you So here you are You've been chasing after dreams You know you're not far Cause it never really seems Like you care anyway what They think about you Highs n Lows come and go And the world surrounds you All the suffering has meaning that we Can't comprehend Pain and problems are opportunity Trust in him Patient suffering Sends ripples through our minds Do not try to run from the pain or Hide God is on my side But the devil still wants me He's sending his demons and they try To find me Yesterday was history Tomorrows a mystery But the only thing that matters is the Present a gift to me Wonder why Wonder why I feel So alive So alive and then I Wanna die Wanna cry help me Feel alive Feel alive Wonder why Wonder why I feel So alive So alive and then I Wanna die Wanna cry help me Feel alive Feel alive Please help me I'm drowning This pain inside my heart One day we're flying The next day We're crying alone