I built a wall
Standing tall, above the clouds
Nowhere to go, not showing love
Protecting myself since I was twelve
Running away from my past
I built this wall inside my chest
Trapped in the past
Trapped in the past
There was a parasite
Hiding in the shadows of your life
Waiting for me to leave so he can spread
His disease
And with every breath I'm trying my best
To show you I'm not like the rest
I knew it from the start
If we would break apart
I'd leave an open wound
Parasites are attracted by blood
He tried to poison you
To twist and turn the truth
He did and thought he won
But you knew I was the one
I had to fall to change
I had to find my inner strength
You wanted to get back to me
I wanted to break these chains
I wanted to break these chains
I tried to explain but
Couldn't find the words
What you love about me
Is what I hate the most
All that you experienced
Was my worst
I hate who I become
Love is my perfect curse
I didn't know how bad I can become
Until I lost my mind trying to be good
And with every breath I'm trying my best
To show you I'm not like the rest
I broke my wall tonight
I broke through for you
No feelings more to hide
I felt I needed you
There was this anger in my chest
I never knew I had
Cause of this parasite poisoning your mind
I want to see him dead
Cut off the parasite
Parasite, come to me
I will fucking crush your face
Fucking parasite
I hope you die disgusting parasite
Die
I tried to explain but
Couldn't find the words
What you love about me
Is what I hate the most
All that you experienced
Was my worst
I hate who I become
Love is my perfect curse
I lost my mind
I lost my mind in love
I lost my mind in your love