When We first fell We used to lie In my bed But now Where my brain's supposed to be There's just some clouds Instead And part of me's living And part of me's dead And the part of my heart Where you're still lyin', it fled And it doesn't matter I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How many colours I paint my nails I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How many times I change my clothes I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How much I stay indoors, leave the house I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How much I have to drink I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How loud I play my music I still feel the same And it doesn't matter What my good friends tell me I still feel the same And it doesn't matter How much I hurt myself I still feel the same And it doesn't matter No it doesn't matter 'Cause I still feel the same