This is not how I'm gonna let it end
Until I feel it right inside my hand
I will not sleep
Into the night I keep running deep
I'm always making excuse
Thinking of ways to undo my own mess I made
Saying that I can't go on
Every day I kept giving up
Don't be so tense
Relax your senses
Open your mind
And let it all out
Rise up to live
Be genuine to yourself
This is not how I'm gonna let it end
Until I feel it right inside my hand
I will not sleep
Into the night I keep running deep
This is not how I'm gonna let it end
Leaving my town to set out on my own
Into the future I go out alone
To reach my goal
I wanna get away from here
But I don't have any reason to run away
Look ahead keep moving on
With two feet on the ground I gotta move forward now
Feeling helpless
I don't wanna back down and say that I am so done
I can accept
This life I live is real
This is not how I'm gonna let it end
Until I feel it right inside my hand
I will not sleep
Into the night I keep running deep
This is not how I'm gonna let it end
I'm gonna hang on until I can't hold
I brace myself and believe that I could
And I am strong
My only friend, me myself and I
Never let me down my heart on the line
At least I know what I want and I can set me free
This is not how I'm gonna let it end
Until I feel it right inside my hand
I keep on making my dream to come true
I want to give you the seeds that I grew
My reason to breathe and reason to be
Here right now
Always remember l never forget
What it means to be smiling
Always remember I never forget
The place I will always call home