Consumed by my misery
(Damn I think I'm crazed)
So much that I can't take
(Get out of my face)
Let me drown my pain
(In the bottle)
Feels like I'm fadin away
(And nobody care)
Always been the lone wolf
Never follow with the sheep
Been on my own path
Intuition see my destiny
But life always gotta be fucking with me
Struggle everyday, sometimes I don't sleep
Can't even eat, knowing that
Someday I might be
Back in these streets
This city of sin will take a hold of you
Some people gamble in this life
And they all just lose
But I got more than something to prove
So I'm always on the move
And I ain't got nothing to lose
Been paid my dues
All of my trauma left me black and blue
Ash all in my lungs, residue in my chest
Heart beat feels like it's breaking
Everytime I take a breath
How can I be surrounded by so many faces
But feel god damn alone in these crowded spaces
Falling down, falling down
Feel my bones break as I hit the ground
Every time that you push me away
Another tear falls from my face
Why do you gotta play me like a fool
But I guess I'm a fool when it comes down to you
Yeah i'll be alright, I don't miss you anyway
And I know that you feel the same way
Yeah I know that you never really cared
You took my light and you turned me into grey
Used me to fill the wounds open in your chest
And then you used it all to love someone else
Consumed by my misery
(Damn I think I'm crazed)
So much that I can't take
(Get out of my face)
Let me drown my pain
(In the bottle)
Feels like I'm fadin away
(And nobody care)