I wish I was good enough for Santa Clause is comin'
And I haven't been lovin' myself
This year has been a little rough I will say
And I just wanna feel the best I can on Christmas day
I've been a fucking bitch to myself this year
I think it's finally time to spread some Christmas cheer
I feel inspired
My heart and soul on fire
I'll try my best before I rest cause Santa Clause is drawing near
Miss Mediocre, sit on my lap
Tell me all that you want so my elves can get your gift wrapped
Miss Mediocre, whisper in my ear
And tell me what you want this year
Well, Santa, I'll be real
I think I'm done with this bit
I'm 21 and counting, but I'm still a sucker for Christmas shit
If your list was still relevant, bitch, I'd be naughty
I've been a huge prick to myself and my body is weak
It's mental wellness I seek
Oh, I miss all my friends that are back in my hometown
Miss all the days when the snow would just fall down
Big puffy jackets and freezing cold air
Presents and gifts from the people that care
But I'll make the most of what's here today
Quit longing the past cause I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I wish I was good enough for Santa Clause is comin'
And I haven't been lovin' myself
This year has been a little rough I will say
And I just wanna feel the best I can on New Year's day
I've been a fucking bitch to myself this year
I think it's finally time to spread that holiday cheer
I feel inspired
My heart and soul on fire
I'll try my best before I rest cause friends and family are here