Panic sets in
Mortality facing question
Casualty fast approaches
Carved in collapse
Settling deep
Become the face of distress
Eyes forced open at dusk
What'll it take to break this habit?
Vivid visions play out for too long
A new reality brought into the forefront
Restricting hold to keep from running
Unjust fallacy or new home?
Existing so anomalous
Carrying a weight unscarred
Sunken into shame
This mind set anomalous
Hope that it can all be let go
Learning to live in fear
This feels like never ending torment
Too scared to fight the damage
So alone
Lay out a burden
Another broken image
Constant desires fading
For a new perspective
Forcing change in progress
Existing so anomalous
Carrying a weight unscarred
Sunken into shame
This mind set anomalous
Hope that it can all be let go
Learning to live in fear
Anomalous