See, now and then I think about how life coulda been different They could've flipped the script so imma cherish what I'm gifted I know I've made mistakes but step correct I'm forgiven I know too well my father finna question - how I'm livin' What I'm spendin' How I get it too I've sailed the seas just to find the truth My pressure ease when I'm in the booth I fall asleep and I dream of you I hope you see me how I'm seeing you I'm seeking higher knowledge so I question and I listen I said goodbye to college no more wasting that tuition Decisions adding mileage to my wisdom and ambition My momma told me always to believe intuition No antidote just ways to cope you pass the time like that See you could sink or you could float it's in your mind like that Low self esteem can make you choke see you could die like that Lose yourself within it all but if I shine when will I fall When will I fall You lose yourself within it all Vision impaired so my females in pairs It's not an optical illusion i - really got flair Against yall niggas man it's flair vs despair When I'm on a rampage Ain't no nigga that's getting spared Instead only your girl's legs is getting spread like margarine & then eat it These tunes that's in my folder Got her looking like a centerfold That's why I gotta fold her when i beat it you were never told Your girl an acrobatic like ballerina Kinda ironic how you the one on your toes Worth more than doing a lot more than missionary When I'm in them sheets she spread the word just like a missionary Nothin' in yo mic could ever stop her from gettin' at me Lose yourself within it all but if I shine when will I fall When will I fall You lose yourself within it all My father figure got me but my dad was never wit us Know the man that took his place was solid I ain't bitter At the age of 12 they told me that I ain't his litter But he still my dawg I know momma picked a winner Plus he always gave us dinner And lot more He took us to the top floor, damn And he taught me many lessons, when I pop off Imma keep it humble use the values that he woulda vouched for If I don't then that's my downfall What the fuck was he around for? Gotta get it while remaining myself Know I'm Focused on my path, I'm steppin right I want it all you can see it in my eyes Swear I'm in this shit for life At this stage if I blow up it's no surprise I swear this shit it Way too personal to have a writer I been in my zone I'm out in Greece so days are brighter But I'm finna kill the game know I'm your favourite fighter Know the pressure weighed me down but now I'm feeling lighter Lose yourself within it all but if I shine when will I fall When will I fall You lose yourself within it all