I should've known that this was doomed from the start I should've known you were just playing a part But you went and wormed your way right into my heart And now that I'm stuck, I can't pull myself apart from you You say you love me but I know that this ain't love You get drunk, you start to scream and every word you say to me is meant to hurt me You know you don't deserve me But still I hold you tight despite the way you do me dirty You know you're wrong, but you still say you're right You wear me down so I won't put up a fight You voice is thunder and your words are lightning So when you strike, I take it all in silence Call me your lightning rod I'll take all of the blame like it's my fault I'll take the fall for all your pain I won't complain, I'm yours to burn Kill me slowly with your words I'm absorbing all your hurt I can take it, do your worst Strike me down like I deserve I just been feeling so difficult You're flipping your answers reciprocals This shit is so you, it is so typical I'm so original, I'm so obsessed You are so literal, doin' my best It's never enough, you shout and protest But you never see me when I am progressin' You never say shit and I'm learning my lesson I'm trying to fight but it just isn't worth it Give me a sign that I'm not the burden Shit Am I the burden? And I'm sick of learning all this life shit Like I never been right, shit Like I'm trying and trying and always my best May as well just forget it, I'm losing my patience I'm picking my sweater, I'm starting to fray it I'm getting more stressed and I'm moving away I am more distant from me by the day I am more distant from me by the day, aye (It's Box Head) I endure the storms you bring Cause you mean so much to me Even though you're hurting me I know that I can't change a thing Electrify me to my veins Make me feel like I'm insane All you do is cause me pain And I'm always the one to blame Call me your lightning rod I'll take all of the blame like it's my fault I'll take the fall for all your pain I won't complain, I'm yours to burn Kill me slowly with your words I'm absorbing all your hurt I can take it, do your worst Strike me down like I deserve