There's a crossroads in mind. Accumulating fear. There are shadows in my past. But I can't keep them there. I know I want to change, But still I stay the same. I know there's things I want Without giving what I have. With everything I see. I'm lost without a clue. Just wanna shut out every single one o f you. Locking all my doors. Turn off all my lights. My only comfort is when I fall asleep at night. And we all just fall apart And we all just fade away. Just as building turn to dust. We returned to the ground someday. I should just live my life. I should just play the game. But still I do what's right And regret it everyday. I'd rather have no friends. I 'd like to sever ties. I'd like to be alone To wither away and die. I find my peace when I'm alone. Finally on my time, My mind no longer burns with the anxiety of life.