I'm so happy I didn't kill myself I'm so sad that I still don't believe in myself Oh the better times have passed and All I'm left with is some crap I can't handle I just gamble Through, through, through Oh I don't know what I will do If this goes on for a month or two Might go on a longer trip Never come back and I'ma just dip Into nothing Hell or heaven, choose I wanna be nothing I wanna be nothing I wanna feel something I wanna be nothing Oh might go down on the devil I heard she likes girls and she's a flirt She's so hot though How could I not go Maybe I'll get a better bed I hate my roommate he's been dead for a while now Like, just wake up? Mmh, yeah like that Tell me I'm stupid, call me fat Mommy issues, get me tissues Nah I'm good I'm a princess from the hood I wanna be nothing I wanna be nothing I wanna feel something I wanna be nothing I wanna be nothing I wanna feel something