Yesterday I was still there now I'm gone I still carry images in me from the past In the prime of my life I was strong Young & proud always ready I would like to see my home so much Again with my friends drinking away All of a sudden you take your life in your hand And you realize it's too late I've seen a lot but also missed too much I know what happened Have crossed borders hurt my friends I felt a bitter wind I was not welcome I would like to see my home so much Again with my friends drinking away All of a sudden you take your life in your hand And you realize it's too late My heart was never really in it so what Never had any scruples Wasn't myself had lost control I still remember that today I would like to see my home so much Again with my friends drinking away All of a sudden you take your life in your hand And you realize it's too late