These haunting memories challenge me It's like they are testing my mind They linger on and do not fade I see them when I close my eyes I wish that they would go away But I'm doubtful things will change They push me closer to the edge To end it all right here today? I let these thoughts build up inside I break the silence with my cry I need to fix myself somehow Right here right now! There was a time when things were good And that's before I bought the mine I spend everything I had Including some that wasn't mine I let these thoughts build up inside I break the silence with my cry I need to fix myself somehow Right here right now! And then I pushed our love aside As our wealth grew more and more Now I'm rich, I am alone All this wealth, yet I am poor I let these thoughts build up inside I break the silence with my cry I need to fix myself somehow Right here right now!