Numb to pain from wounds eternal I step into the void of fear This, my holy land Sepulchre of direction Sepulchre of will In which I seek abjection As we strive to reap defection The essence of illumination Heralding divine creation Split my tongue, blind my eyes Curse my faith, cut my skin Wound my flesh, soil my blood Infest my mind, drown my love Crush my bones, burn my face Nail my hands, break my will Quench my cries, choke my voice Tear my heart, evoke my fall Bleeding death into the skies As thousand fists are crushing wailing walls To the heartbeat of the abyss Deceitful shall be thy words These words are snakes, guarding the temple of creation And dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life Aleph lucidum - Flagellation of the spirit - In noluntas Dei Unify my tongue, light my eyes Bless my faith and mend my skin Heal my flesh, purge my blood Fulfill my mind Shelter my love, strengthen my bones Restore my face and free my hands Be my will And hear my cries And guide my voice And seal my heart Aleph lucidum in noluntas Dei Aleph lucidum in noluntas Dei Aleph lucidum in noluntas Dei In noluntas Dei Deceitful shall be all words