Water myself down for you
Tell me I look pretty in this lie
Abandonment is so coveted by your type
I'm yours, cause I don't wanna be mine
I am cold, just so I can be held tight
Control, isn't really what I like
But it's your whole life
That's why you love me right?
Lately I don't feel quite real
So how to love?
And how to feel?
Build myself by your ideals
You loved me when I was your idea
So how to love?
And how to feel?
Covering up all my bruises
Say it's love so you can abuse it
Built my house, you turned it to ashes
Rebuilt it for me to take all the credit
I'm lost, then I'm found
I am weak, so throw me down
Don't you know I was never your type
The only thing you like is that I'm not mine
Lately I don't feel quite real
So how to love?
And how to feel?
Build myself by your ideals
You loved me when I was your idea
So how to love?
And how to feel?
And how to feel?