When I open my eyes
I am barely awake
I try to leave but I always stay
Inside my mind
I love so much it hurts my heart
And when the lights go out
I always hear my doubt
I've lost my fucking mind
I'm stuck inside
I've lost my mind
And I don't want to be here anymore
I try so hard to pretend
That it doesn't hurt but it hurts so much
How can I feel so strong and be so fucked
When I close my eyes I can't sleep
A train wreck great tragedy
I'm running, I'm nothing, I'm suffering
I'm holding on to something
I'm drowning and slipping, and slipping and drowning
And I don't want to be here anymore
I try so hard to pretend
That it doesn't hurt but it hurts so much
How can I feel so strong and be so fucked
I will push through
With strength
Divide my pride
Dissect my mind
I will push through
Through you
Destroy you fucker
Bust that bitch through the floor board
We swing first thing oh lord
Bang out one through ten swords
Nine lives no more for you cowards