I'm not gonna help you heaven's gotta help me first Hard to hear a loving word when you're at your worst I know a fight won't help i'm gonna do it anyway I know I flood the well just to taste a little rain Causing shadows on open arms Leave the house cold empty and dark Under my tongue sleeps a heavy phrase Hold my dreams like I'm dragging weight I'm not gonna help you heaven's gotta help me first Hard to hear a loving word when you're at your worst I'm walking through a storm, wishing for a hurricane I open all my doors just to taste a little rain Let the walls burn, watch them glow All my mercy, rising in the smoke Under the ashes is a path i wore Holding my feet down to the floor Who am I, Who am I, Who am I Without a little taste of rain Who am I, Who am I, Who am I Cuz I'm not gonna help you heaven's gotta help me first Hard to hear a loving word when you're at your worst I know a fight won't help i'm gonna do it anyway I know I flood the well just to taste a little rain Cuz I'm not gonna help you heaven's gotta help me first I'm not gonna help you heaven's gotta help me first I'm not gonna help you heaven's gotta help me first I'm not gonna help you heaven's gotta help me