I'm still tight with all my demons And if you see them Would you please not fuck em up? I still fuck with all my demons And if I'm dreaming Would you please not wake me up? I thought I got knocked out So I blocked out and I locked out the memories of me passed out With my pants down and my cock out Still feeling spacey, Space Cowboy to my Kacey Give it a Gretzky shot You know I got less shame than William H. Macy The topic may seem racy, but I think somebody laced me Tried to break me, maybe rape me Probably wanna have my baby I think the dude had a face like Kevin Spacey In a house of cards, we fall apart, but I don't let it phase me Checked my head in with a bag tag, new name? Helena Handbag Like walking into a party with a backpack But hold up, lemme backtrack Days when I was a baby, no control, it all seems hazy If I told my mom it all went wrong, she'd probably say I'm crazy Got family traits of an addict, no stick shift, it's automatic My past was somewhat tragic And now I need a bad bitch or an actress Keep some cash under my mattress In case I get stuck, like in LA traffic I always go for the win, like the Lakers fuck up the Mavericks And you can suck all the dicks I'm all fundamentals, not for the tricks I'm such a fanatic, got Lebron's schematics in my attic Got a few bad habits, but I can't bring myself to quit As we fade to black My heart attacks Who the fuck said you could be rapping? And now that you're older, you feel like it's alright In a hole with no way out Lined up like soldiers, all in a row You need it or you lose But you still feel so confused