Stressed out, start to drink and get aggressive Hold on, let's address it, they say I get excessive Almost got arrested, questioned by detectives Frontline fighter, I was bred to be protective Never let someone I love get hurt if I can help it Even if it means that I'm a monster in perspective Crazy thoughts collected, blessed, can't neglect it Trying to correct it, I learned to just accept it I've always been respected but always get rejected Hard for me to turn the cheek my heart has been invested Never have expected the same love returned I don't do it for a payback, God'll give me what I earned Learned that the hard way, some family had to part ways Live to sing another song, guns in the guitar case Knife in my waistline, short life won't waste time Never turn my back on ya even if I face time Loyalty is baseline, black and white, no gray line Disrespect someone's love to me, that's a hate crime Throw 'em to the wayside, children of the corn Life ain't been a bush of roses, it's more like a bed of thorns The devil has his horns, angel got his wings I was born with them both so the conflict that it brings Drives me up the wall but I never saw a ceiling At war with myself but I will never fight the feeling