I realized he's a part of me more than I ever told you When he died, I cried more than I ever thought I would I still do now Do I let you go? Do I hold tighter? I don't know It's the same dilemma You're combusting right in front of me Can I stop it from happening? If he is a part of me, what does that say about me? I tried not to let him in But now he's all I see Thought I was stronger all this time But I'd just make the same mistake twice If I tried to shut you out I'd make the same mistake If I tried to shut you out You weren't a mistake