"Er muss leiden, So wie alle seine Opfer leiden mussten." There's a secret inside your mind You don't want to tell it to someone else You feel ashamed You feel ashamed Of what has happend in your past You can't stand any kind of tenderness Your heart's like stone But you wish you could love someone Sometime There's a pain in every kiss you get You sleep with a nightmare in your bed You hate every touch on you No way out what can you do? You try to find the pain inside You try to find a way to hide Your bleeding soul from every men You don't want humiliation again Sometimes you wish you could see him again You want to look into his eyes And ask him why Why me? But you know that you only feel Hate and aggression for this fucking bastard You wish he would be dead Why me?