As a child I admired All the children's fantasies Their power of imagination Or was it sheer insanity? To call a friend Such magical ability From the darkness From the void Into their worlds And make it real I am made now I am made Of sarcasm and pain Because for six or seven years In the most twisted way I once wished for How it somehow became true The friendship that I held so dearly It was so imaginary too How could I have been so stupid? That I never, I never realised That the bond, the bond I thought we shared It was only, only my mind How could I have been so stupid? That I never, I never realised (The friend) The friend I loved so dearly Lived only, only, only in my mind