Caught up with time There's no sweet escape Guess you were right Couldn't help running again, I Place hopes on beginnings Then choke on bad endings No need to get your reasons why There's only so much one heart can bear I'm feeling it now that you're not there I know it too well that I should just forgive myself For fucking this up But I still hate my guts You tried all the keys I kept changing locks I wanna be free, throw myself out But I'd rather not Place hopes on beginnings Then choke on bad endings Just like the reasons I forgot There's only so much one heart can bear I'm feeling it now that you're not there I know it too well that I should just forgive myself For fucking this up But I still hate my guts I get that you wanted to stay away And I'm sorry for losing you Yeah I never meant for your heart to break It took one when it's usually two Oooh It took one when it's usually two Oooh Oooh There's only so much one heart can bear I'm feeling it now that you're not there I know it too well that I should just forgive myself For fucking this up But I still hate my guts But I still hate my guts