Always seeing the life I cannot live I'm not enough for you Calling from the dark The place you never talk about Where corruption takes control And you say that it's like hell, but hell's like home Everything's distorting But when you look back at what I used to be Do you miss what you lost in me? (Meow) Tell me how to make you happy once again I hurt myself in vain (Meow) The connection that's between us has been blocked by a new wall Nothing stops me from ending this phone call Ending this phone call But when you look back at what I used to be Do you miss what you lost in me? Tell me how to make you happy once again I hurt myself in vain All the nights that I couldn't sleep All the promises I could not keep Is this what you want? I will admit