(Now make a wish! You want it higher, or like...?) I really fucking miss you But at the same time, I fucking hate you Never thought I'd see a day I'd fucking diss you But in the same line, say I wish that I could see you again How can you blame me? How am I crazy? You're the start and the end You were a pain in the ass, like I was talking the peg Shouldn't say it like that Guess I'm tripping again (Yo, who the fuck?) I haven't had a Tinder match in 12 days, fuck it Been struggling, you lit the match in one way, that's something Now no one can compare, but you still gave nothing In the air of the night November 13th, I tried to end my life Guess you were reason 13, but I won't live in spite You never let a dude breathe, stepping right on my pipe And never let a dude dream, no, I just have 'em at night I never kept score, or thought you owed me Weathered your storm, the words you told me I let my crew down, but that's the old me I'll cut a bitch out before they fold me But that's not the point, that's not the point I don't give a fuck about the money, I'm not strained for the coin I'm outta' sight like Lil $unny I'm not fake, made a choice I'm giving up, I'm feeling funny Better pay for the joy I mean, shit What if this joint don't hit? Or validate me when i'm feeling too sick? I've been stuck in a ditch And kinda stuck in the past And now I'm throwing a fit Gonna get this shit over with Gonna get this shit over with, yeah