Sometimes I miss your shadow
'Luminated by the candles in that one bedroom apartment
Small, but soon too much to handle
A few months that we laid out all the groundwork just to pave out
A path for you to send me down
Despite my plan to stay, now
My life's turned upside down, my tired feet don't keep me grounded
When I cry, it's for good reason
Least you're no longer around it
I got too overwhelmed that you would leave me by myself
It took disaster and some time to see that you put me through hell
You couldn't wait on me
I would've caught up in a couple weeks
It's clear you always doubted me
Now it's hard for me to fall asleep
You couldn't wait on me
I needed you to count on me
The way you left astounded me
Just waste the love you found in me
Woah
Woah
Woah
Haven't spoke in almost three months
I got jumbled thoughts to clean up
Your smile lives inside my heart
Ripped right into the seams
Up to my brain and battered head, still reeling hard from that crazy summer
And I fail to see my future
'Cause the one with you went under
Now no one understands me
Not my friends and not my family
I'm stuck in my own head, and it's deteriorating badly
I apologize for all the times that I pretended things felt right
Everything seemed fine and true
Turns out you fucking lied that you
Would wait on me
I would've caught up in a couple weeks
It's clear you always doubted me
Now it's hard for me to fall asleep
You couldn't wait on me
I needed you to count on me
The way you left astounded me
Just waste the love you found in me
Woah
Woah
Woah
I loved you undoubtedly
Thought maybe you'd look out for me
Woah