I spent so much time trying to satisfy you Who knew one day I would learn to despise you? All that time you told me that you'd never let me down All you gave was disappointment Now it's time you hear me out, I Never cheated- I never did you wrong I learned all of the lyrics to your metaphoric songs I was just your trophy, it's like you didn't even know me If you're really proud to have me, I want you to show me You spent all your time with everyone but me I spent mine waiting on you My love's not for fucking free I know you hate it, that I swiftly evaded But I can't keep this up, if I'm the only one maintaining So go and be an asshole 'Cause you're quite good at that role Go out and pretend that your heart isn't fucking flatrolled Go do what you gon' do I'll be moving on, too The one who gave you everything? That person's gone, dude That person's gone, dude Looks like you got yourself a little bit of time to breathe I never thought you'd try to leave You'll never find no one like me Trying to save the past before it crumble to pieces Guess the more we talk it through, the tension increases, I Fucked up one too many times I'll admit That my actions and my words Always seem to contradict There's no need to explain If I just fessed up, things would just stay the same Now I never hear from you, my phone and heart stay empty People ask, I don't admit you were the one that left me Don't wanna risk looking like the bad guy Pretending I'm the victim helps me sleep well at night Promised myself I wouldn't get so hung up I did it anyway- now I'm promised bad luck I'm getting to the point that I cannot keep this up 'Cause you finally saw that I'll never be enough for you Never be enough for you I'll never be enough for you You know I've always cared about you But you gave me reasons to doubt you Always tried to astound you But I'm better without you If you really think you'll find a better guy than me I can promise that you won't That's a fucking guarantee I'll do better for myself Find love with someone else Hope the shitty way you deal with feelings Helps you find yourself At the bottom of a bottle At the edge of your bed When you're going full throttle Through the thoughts in your head, like Do you miss me? Or do you just dismiss me? Either way the way we ended things really fucking hits me Yeah, that really fucking hits me That really fucking hits me right there Really fucking hits right there Really fucking hits right there Really fucking hits me, yeah That really fucking, fucking hits me It really fucking hits me