Just wait!
For the next catastrophe
Suffer social atrophy
And no I haven't eaten but it
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter anyway
There's no way out of this
Obligation to exist
I guess that I'll just throw a fit
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter anyway
Yum!
It permeates my mouth
The guilt and shame and doubt
I guess that I'm a woman now
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter anyway
My dad critiques my weight
While I can't touch my plate
I'll fake a stomachache
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter
I spent years wishing I was cis
Or at least that I look like it
Maybe starving's a price to pay
Got my wish but it doesn't matter anyway
I skipped my meals today
And you said I look great (Oh my god you look great)
I feel like shit! But hey
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter anyway
He prays to god I disappear
Cause I embody all his fears
We haven't spoken in years but
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter anyway
It doesn't matter anyway
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter
It doesn't matter anyway