I've been a liar, and not well I didn't just betray you, I've been lying to myself About the ways that I can keep you I want to say forever, but I just can't tell How do you expect me to fall For someone brand new When every night I dream of you, so Please call when you get back home Sure, I hope you're in good health But my real fear isn't pain, just don't belong to no else Am I selfish? Am I cruel? Is it cowardly to want you to myself? Because my heart is splitting in two While swaying to our song The next time will be way to long, so Will you remember how it goes It's like we're waiting for the big hit And it just doesn't come But too late now, I'm way to numb It's bullshit that you're not here at home When are you coming home Without you it's not home (I love you and I miss you) (I miss you, too)