My heart is so broken
These words are so hopeless
My mind is hyper-focused
Am I actually worthless
Cause everything's hurting
I'm sick of fucking working
But nothings ever perfect
So I guess It's never worth it
What the fuck
Am I supposed to say
What the fuck
Am I supposed to think
Am I nothing
Am I something
Are we running from god or the fuckin faith
You ever think that we're supposed to live
You ever think that we're supposed to swim
All these words that you fucking spill
I don't care it's time that we make a fucking deal
Get up, Get up
False reality
Get up, Get up
I'm so sick of feeling this
So Sick of feeling dead
Sick of fucking feeling like the world is caving in
My own heart is gonna break I can't fucking wait to cut all of these loose ends
Now I'm just dead with demons in my head
All I hear is noise and fucking dissonance
This my dying wish I feel so Fucking sick
I wanna cut my wrists and hope to live in another place
What the fuck do you think
This is not your only win
I am mighty I am big
I shall destroy your everything
I can't fight I can't breathe
I am torn I am beat
I am lost I am found
I am dead I am crowned
Who the fuck do you think you are
You Will not Fucking win
You are small and fucking limp
You will lose your everything
You are torn and you are beat
Fighting hard but still deceased
You are lost and in the ground
You are dead with no fucking crown
Fuck
What
I'm so sick of feeling this
So Sick of feeling dead
Sick of fucking feeling like the world is caving in
My own heart is gonna break I can't fucking wait to cut all of these loose ends
But there's no time to change
I'm stuck in a false reality
Everybody hates me
But I'm left in these chains
Trapped and locked away
I'll never find a way
Out of this place