Am I pretending to be someone who I don't want to be?
Feel like my heart is leaving me
And my soul
Wanna feel so real,
But I'm faking it
Back to reality
Everyone's crowding me
Holding on tight for majesty
Feel like I'm insane, like I lost my brain
Back to reality
Everyone's crowding me
Holding on tight for majesty
Feel like I'm insane
It was awhile ago
Did I lose it in the snow?
Maybe that was a no
But was it all a show?
I'm so fake
Didn't wanna be this way
Someone save me from this life I hate
(You can't have my autograph)
I want to go back to reality
Feel like I'm living a fantasy
It's not lucid
Cuz I can't control my own destiny
Have to live to your
Expectations
Didn't wanna have no, invitations
Just wanted to be an imitation
Is that you at the door?
Or is it me faking everything?
Pretending to be someone who I don't want to be?
How can I trust myself
How can I trust you
Everyone feels like I do
No,
I feel so fake
And that's' cuz I am
And the mirror is shamed
Back to reality
Everyone's crowding me
Holding on tight for majesty
Feel like I'm insane
Back to reality
Everyone's crowding me
Holding on tight for majesty
Feel like I lost my brain
It was awhile ago
Did I lose it in the snow?
Maybe that was a no
But was it all a show?
Cant form a script of the the top of my head
On what to say in any given situation
Why I can't I break free
It's just me
Why can't I just see
It's so ugly
Back to reality
Everyone's crowding me
Holding on tight for majesty
Feel like I'm insane
Back to reality
Everyone's crowding me
Holding on tight for majesty
Feel like I lost my brain
It was awhile ago
Did I lose it in the snow?
Maybe that was a no
But was it all a show?
I want to go back to reality
Feel like I'm living a fantasy
How have you not seen
Or has the light not yet, deemed