I don't know myself anymore What would I do next, I would've known then But now I'm not too sure Woke up to this reality Rapid eye movement why can't you see I get no sleep Insomnia in my dreams and you call this normal Insomnia in my dreams Wake up with a cigarette already smoked Just in time to put it out Just in time to get dressed Just in time to catch the bus Just in time to get to work, just in time just in time So this is what you do when you ain't partying If I was stupid I know what I would be doing Abstinence or death so black and white And you call this normal I'm just wondering what I can do tonight