I feel contagious, I'm dying more every day I've never had much fun kicking up a fuss anyway I'll let it wreck my mind but I'm not giving up Took enough time for the penny to drop I never mind my own company When you're all alone it's safer than it seems Collate my thoughts around my head and beat them out instead There will never be much sympathy When you control your company If we can't get along, then when am I so cold I know I make it harder on myself And you can make a note of every word I've wrote And hope I go and throw it all away That's okay, honestly