I am elastic
Pumped full of feelings
Expanding until I am swollen,
Ripped apart, and broken.
As my face hit the pavement I felt myself break
Like a statue made of stone or a porcelain vase
And I can hear the way you speak as if you were lying next to me.
Your lips and your hips are just a dream.
Where'd you go?
I'm doing my best without you here
Where'd you go?
I'm trying my best without you.
I am an actress
Showed on the big screen
Pretending that I am not hopeless, ripped apart, and broken.
As I pulled my face from the pavement everything was the same
But my heart was carved from stone and my faith was at stake.
And I can't bare to hear you speak
Your voice holds ghosts that follow me
And they whisper,
Do you whisper as I fall asleep?
Where'd you go?
I'm doing my best without you here
Where'd you go?
And I'm trying my best without you
Where'd you go?
I'm doing my best without you here
Where'd you go?
And I'm trying my best without you.
And I will keep your memory away
And I will give your memory away
Oh and in a dream I saw you smile
I reached out and grabbed your hair
But you fade away like the grains of sand
And everyone was telling me that I should just pretend I'm fine
But everything inside of me was telling me that I'm alive.
And I'm doing my best without you here
I'm trying my best without you
Where'd you go?
I'm doing my best without you here
Where'd you go?
And I'm trying my best without you
Where'd you go?
I'm doing my best without you here
Where'd you go?
And I'm trying my best without you
And I will keep your memory away.
And I will keep your memory away.