I know it's not that easy When you lose track of where you've been I took it day in and day out It's the kind of life I live It was wearing at my soul And I won't try to justify Anything at all All of my friends who hang this over my head I'm coming back from the dead Its not over, not over All of my friends who understand where I've been There's not more wearing me thin It's not over, not over Blame me like you should But one day we'll go brag without you It's taken a life time To get all of this right I checked all my blind sides Now I'm heading through Who said it was easy To put back all these pieces When I've been gone for way too long