Dear God, I'm sorry, but I can't seem to stop Keep on getting high, higher, take me to the top Give it to me straight doc', I don't care I don't wanna feel Put it in the mainline and lock the doors I'm outta here, yeah I'm in control Give it to me straight I'm in control Living in misery no life at all No one to catch me if I fall I don't wanna die please help me I don't know how to stop Think I'm gonna hurt myself I swear to god I swear to god I swear to god "Son, don't you cry" Mother said, father said No son of mine Sleeping in the cold, can't remember them, I don't mind Give it to me straight doc', I don't care I don't wanna feel Hit me with an overdose fine Death, divine I swear to god I swear to god I swear to god I swear to god I swear to god