I've been sleeping alone, wasting my time, scrolling my phone
I don't really do anything but wait
But now I'm picking up the pieces that I have lost (have lost)
Picking up the pieces that I need most (need most)
Trying to move on before I get lost
How many times have I been lost?
If there's one thing I've learned in these past eighteen months
About what matters to me
The things I value are the ones guide me trough
These past eighteen months
I spent my days drinking, trying to escape the thinking
I have lost a whole year, hiding my fears
I am getting tired of this whole year
Everything has been canceled or is unclear
I can't be with anyone I hold dear
I wish I could have you here
If there's one thing I've learned in these past eighteen months
About what matters to me
The things I value are the ones guide me trough
These past eighteen months
And I still hope
I'm still one of us
'Cause the connection between you and me was gone
And I still love
All of us
Although I wear you out, tear you out when I don't feel strong
If there's one thing I've learned in these past eighteen months
About what matters to me
If there's one thing I've learned in these past eighteen months
About what matters to me
The things I value are the ones guide me trough
These past eighteen months