You love the wind in your hair But hate it how people stare This worlds not nice it's no fair People like you are so rare I feel this pain in my stomach It's eating me whole I hate myself you should kill me Feed me to the crows Drugs don't help when you're all alone I hate myself and hate how I've grown To be this person I hate growing up so fast And baby girl I didn't mean to say I've gotten into trouble again I'm steady losing my friends So you're all I got I lost track of the time I needa check my I needa check my watch And gotta watch my back for the people that want me to die so young Pull this gun And blow my brains for fucking fun Constantly I ask myself Are they all right Gun on my shelf Might blow my brains please send me help Rely on drugs but now I'm out And baby girl I didn't mean to say I've gotten into trouble again I'm steady losing my friends So you're all I got I lost track of the time I needa check my I needa check my watch