You do not deserve this
Then I still remember
Being this close to making him feel something
I know how you see me
So how did I become
Unknowable to him, and to me invisible?
I know what you want to be right now
But I am not ready to imagine
I know the way that you think now
But you know it's hard for me to dive in
Under the water
Deep in the current
Everything's heavy now
So don't wake me up
Into the water
I hit the bed of the river
I'm always heavy now
That I'm waking up
Well try not to wake me, it's like 2 A.M.
I'm alone in your bed
And I'm making you feel something
I try not to hear
Hear you've become a casualty awaiting
To be pulled underwater
I know what you want to be right now
But I am not ready to imagine
I know the way that you think now
But you know it's hard for me to dive in
Under the water
Deep in the current
Everything's heavy now
So don't wake me up
Into the water
I hit the bed of the river
I'm always heavy now
That I'm waking up
Under the water
Deep in the current
Everything's heavy now
So don't wake me up
Into the water
I hit the bed of the river
I'm always heavy now
That I'm waking up
Under the water
Deep in the current
Everything's heavy now
So don't wake me up
Into the water
I hit the bed of the river
I'm always heavy now
That I'm waking up