I'm bad at so many things but I'm worst at being me As I'm stuck in this hazy island town Where people are fucked with narcissism And racism is basically a heritage thing Cultures divided, prejudices thriving I can't live with these fuck ups around me Home is just too far away I'm missing my friends and family I'm slowly losing myself Won't you please help me find me? I always wanna make myself a better man But it seems my passion is dying No, I'm not gonna let that happen I'm gonna give all that I can For myself, for God, for all the ones I love For the tears and the joy that will never be enough For the stars that I gaze, the earth under my feet For the dreams that I have since I was a kid For my faith, for my dad, for my saviors For the journey ahead of us For me ♪ I've been running away from responsibilities (For far too long) Now that Abah's gone, the anchor's passed down to me (And I can't swim) I can barely crawl to make it through the night If this year would just end, I think we'd all be alright I smoke my lungs with THC again and again Hoping these two months to pass as fast as they can All these vultures are slowly devouring me All my meat they eat will turn into poison, they'll see I'll keep on climbing For myself, for God, for all the ones I love For the joy and the tears that will never be enough For the stars that I gaze, the earth under my feet For the dreams that I have since I was a kid For my faith, for my dad, for my saviors For the journey ahead of us For me, for me, yeah ♪ The world's an ugly place Why don't we just decorate this space? I'm not a self-help book But I'll try to write one with my friends The world's an ugly place Why don't we just decorate this space? I'm not a self-help book But I'll try to write one with my friends The world's an ugly place Why don't we just decorate this space? I'm not a self-help book But I'll try to write one with my friends The world's an ugly place Why don't we just decorate this space? I'm not a self-help book But I'll try to write one with my friends