Harbinger of my destruction Still awake with my hollow chest With my gravestone on my back I was left in the cold rain No hand to pull me through the days I still await till the rope breaks To feel death's cold touch But now I see so clearly All the mistakes to atone Somewhere along the lines I found a place of no light My screams stay confined Where I stay till the end of time Where the nights felt endless With the wounds keeping me alive Self conflicted from these voices My heart still forbids your repentance For all those times I killed myself to keep you alive To keep you safe from the hell inside your head Has left sleepless I can never recover from this I'm way too numb To feel the pain inflicted on me I'm way too numb That's how you left me Why stay awake when I can be asleep Why be asleep when I can be dead No prayers can save me I needed this to end Let the daggers run through my chest There's nothing left