What does it take to forget my past Same endless questions Why are my days so dark What am I to do For all the times I put my trust in betrayers And all the nights I suffered in silence Won't stop 'til I'm six feet With the knives in my back And the blood on my calloused hands Tell me do I really deserve this With the last beat of my dying heart I break every window of hope So leave me decayed And leave me disrepair Like plague surrounding me In all my failures I place the fault on myself While you lie through your teeth Cracked floors beneath my feet All numb from the pain Forced to live and breathe While hanging on a noose Prosecute everyone but yourself Sentenced life to damnation Don't be a saint A halo marked in blood A useless heretic in blind sight Malicious vulture You circled above the death of my kingdom No will to survive Condemned to endless torment