Trapped in a crowded room
With a calming vision
The air burns in fluorescence
These hollow verses may echo
Through demons dressed as angels
As angels
These scorching synapses
Meant to maintain tranquility
I used to roam through mind and space
Just to find there's nothing left
But the haze that makes my heart move on
No reminiscence
Of past emotions' existence
Thank God I let myself dream again
Bled dry of morale
To keep my sanity in check
Heaven now feels so pure
Open the heart
And set sight deep into the sky
That shines so white it purifies
The mind that consumes hopelessness
Mental growth seeds good harvest
Living life as entertainers
Impressing strangers feels so shallow
Separate me from the mass
Before the moss starts molding
Molding on my skin
Anger leads to moving forward
I used to roam through mind and space
Just to find there's nothing left
But the haze that makes my heart move on
Now looking back
With an altered perspective
Heaven feels so pure
No reminiscence
Of past emotions' existence
Thank God I let myself dream again
Bled dry of morale
To keep my sanity in check
Heaven now feels so pure
Crawled out by my own volition
Try to break my own tradition
Of leaving myself
In someone else's hell
Heaven held in the palm of my hand
The purity that I feel could withstand
Not leaving myself
In someone else's hell
Alleviate the weight I held
Dragged me to the depths of hell
And I can finally learn to let you go
Though you're the one I love the most