This feeling Like a cracking glass Mirror black ceiling Feel the weighted mass Of unending Monolithic dark inside me Inside me The violence Comes out to play What's the last thing That you'll ever say? Cause the worst thing I ever did I do every day Pendulum on a silken wave A boat at night should take me away On my knees like your dog I'll beg Just get rid of me Just get rid of me Cause destructive force is a secret dance With men who tell me who I am The purest form of false romance Unrequited love Sunk inside Its power its pulsating light As I sit in the spring of my life And I don't know where to go Pendulum on a silken wave A boat at night should take me away On my knees like your dog I'll beg Just get rid of me Just get rid of me