I knew when I hung up the phone That it was the last time we'd talk And I knew the truth but I hoped That I might still be in your heart Cause friends don't do with we did We got way too close, way too soon But now that you're done with us I'm left alone to let go of you But I can't just forget everything And pretend we were never a thing And it burned in my heart, how quick you moved on But it's not so easy for me Now I have to forget everything Like the sound of your voice when you'd sing And how your eyes would light up over something you loved Oh, I hate how I love all these things Now I have to forget everything I know that I shouldn't have called But at least now I know where you stand You wanted the birds in the bush When you had a bird in your hand And you tell me there's somebody out there Don't say that to me, don't you understand Cause for so many months I was there And I put it all in the palm of your hand But I can't just forget everything And pretend we were never a thing And it burned in my heart, how quick you moved on But it's not so easy for me Now I have to forget everything Like the sound of your voice when you'd sing And how you were so gentle and soft to the touch Oh, I hate how I love all these things Now I have to forget everything Now I have to forget everything I hate that beauty's so deceiving And now I've got nine reasons that I'm bleeding I wish I could make you feel what I'm feeling But I'm sure you don't care And if you called me up and said you're sorry I'd hold you close and I'd love you in a heartbeat And that's the thing that I hate the most about me That I'd still be there