I've walked the road of lies and misery
And there's nothing left out there anymore
Scars of the past is what makes me who I am
And they overflow and grow throughout this war
And as the wind blows past, it cuts and I'm cold and lost
I feel my heart aching inside
What have I been fighting for?
And hurting for?
Was of this worth it to live like this?
To find the truth in everything we must fight, no matter what
You see, it's not a mistake
I know 'cause I'm still alive
I feel alive with this pain
I'll be the only one with a voice
But even if I shout out, there's still no reply
Holding out my hand, but no one seems to care
But we must keep moving on, we have to try
I feel my body and my mind swaying with all the heat
And burning from the inside out
Even if we lose again or fall again
Or start to hate everything in sight
In freezing winds and burning suns I'll stand up my conviction strong!
You see, I'll never forget it all
'Cause I'm still alive
I feel alive with this pain
With this pain
Even if I'm battered and I'm bruised
From this cruel and unfair world
I'll reach out my hand to someone else!
I'll reach out my hand to you, always!
Yeah, yeah!
Though I've tried so many times to stay so strong
And try to hide all the despair inside
With all the scars within me
I'll keep all my regrets with all my pride
You see, it's not a mistake, I know
I feel alive, alive!
What have I been fighting for?
And hurting for?
Was all of it worth it to live like this?
To find the truth in everything we must fight no matter what
You see, it's not a mistake, I know
'Cause I'm still alive
I feel alive with this pain