Come home, get high
Forget about the time between the highlights
Yeah I know, but I'm fine
It's been a rough time
Poker face, in play
Otherwise, it makes me think I'm unsafe
Yeah I know, it's strange
Wish it wasn't this way
But no one seems to know any better
I designed that way
I know it seems I have it together
But
Just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy, and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
'Cause I thought I'll be doing better by now
Yeah, I thought I'll be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well?
I'm grateful, but impatient
Get hateful, but don't say it
So those who mean the most still get the best of me
And I can come back home and fight the rest of me
It's best to leave
'Cause no one seems to know any better
And I designed that way
I know it seems I have it together
But
Just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy, and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
'Cause I thought I'll be doing better by now
Yeah, I thought I'll be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well?
Don't I carry it well?
'Cause no one seems to know any better
Just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy, and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
'Cause I thought I'll be doing better by now
I thought I'll be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well?
Don't I carry it well?
'Cause no one seems to know any better